There lies the classic dilemma, whether to call or not. The mobile is lying silently nearby. The call records doesn't capture her name in the top 20 list anymore. Her texts are lying far down the list of messages. Emails though, is the mode of contact albeit unreliable due to unreasonable delay and denial.
Time now seems to be flying away. It feels like the month just started and here we are staring at the fag end of it. It's really becoming a hardship to remember each and every day. Could the mundane reality of everyday life has finally made it's presence felt?
If the evening itself wasn't taunting enough, the wind with the rain for cover, started blowing furiously. The droplets piercing the skin like arrows. Staring through the skies amidst the concrete jungle. A few tastes salty. The hand seeks for a shadow among the thousands.
The reality creeps back in. Am I not supposed to get in, rather than drenching myself in the torrential rain? Hopelessly though a silent stare from the mobile greeted the dry me again, after a quick shower complemented by some dry clothing.
The food is getting cold it seems. The air is filled with soft chime. A few smokes wouldn't harm! The hallucinating brain grossly misjudged the low battery sign. It went dead after a final futile warning! I was left with a superficial joy. The decision has been taken. World is a happy place again. The orgasmic rain still pouring incessantly outside whilst I celebrate the divine justice of denial.
If the evening itself wasn't taunting enough, the wind with the rain for cover, started blowing furiously. The droplets piercing the skin like arrows. Staring through the skies amidst the concrete jungle. A few tastes salty. The hand seeks for a shadow among the thousands.
The reality creeps back in. Am I not supposed to get in, rather than drenching myself in the torrential rain? Hopelessly though a silent stare from the mobile greeted the dry me again, after a quick shower complemented by some dry clothing.
The food is getting cold it seems. The air is filled with soft chime. A few smokes wouldn't harm! The hallucinating brain grossly misjudged the low battery sign. It went dead after a final futile warning! I was left with a superficial joy. The decision has been taken. World is a happy place again. The orgasmic rain still pouring incessantly outside whilst I celebrate the divine justice of denial.
